After the move I have been going through a lot of changes. Some of the changes have turned everything upside down. That means I have to forget about the trip I have been wanting to take.
I need to stop being lazy it's the only way I can get balance back into my life.
I am afraid to explore the unknown territory. Overcoming this fear will not be a simple task after all taking my life into my own hands is quite a challenge and constant family discord is not helping my situation any. So I just turn a blind eye to the betrayal. I prefer illusion to a real world. It's not that I like lying to myself, it's just that it appeals to my romantic nature. What I really need in my life is to take emotional risk, to fulfill my ambitions. I know my family will support me in this.
A week ago Susan and mother had gone to look at more homes for rent. One of the homes they looked for was not scheduled visit. At first the owner had agreed to our moving in, then she said no we can't move in because of dogs. Couple of days ago she called and said final yes we can move in. The good news we are moving out on December 1st. The bad, with all this we had failed to give 30 day notice to our manager. Now we have to pay prorate of $774.90. I am not sure how we are going to afford all the expenses. I will call 211 to see what they say.
Update 5:04pm: 211 got to be the most useless number in the world. I gave them my zip
and they still gave me wrong information. When I called back to let them
know they told me that no one offers this kind of assistance and that I
am on my own.