Into Unknown

I am afraid to explore the unknown territory. Overcoming this fear will not be a simple task after all taking my life into my own hands is quite a challenge and constant family discord is not helping my situation any. So I just turn a blind eye to the betrayal. I prefer illusion to a real world. It's not that I like lying to myself, it's just that it appeals to my romantic nature. What I really need in my life is to take emotional risk, to fulfill my ambitions. I know my family will support me in this.

Terrible Night

I kept waking up almost the entire night (to be honest I have not been sleeping that well lately.) Now I feel tired and I still have a lot of cleaning to do.

I was not sure I will be doing any cleaning today, but decided that I should do simple chores that won't require a lot of energy.