Move

A week ago Susan and mother had gone to look at more homes for rent. One of the homes they looked for was not scheduled visit. At first the owner had agreed to our moving in, then she said no we can't move in because of dogs. Couple of days ago she called and said final yes we can move in. The good news we are moving out on December 1st. The bad, with all this we had failed to give 30 day notice to our manager. Now we have to pay prorate of $774.90. I am not sure how we are going to afford all the expenses. I will call 211 to see what they say.

Update 5:04pm:  211 got to be the most useless number in the world. I gave them my zip and they still gave me wrong information. When I called back to let them know they told me that no one offers this kind of assistance and that I am on my own.

The Spiritual Compass

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Where am i in my life right now?

I am healing from old hurts.

Where do I want to be in the next month?

I want to be free from emotional baggage.

Where do I want to be in the next year?

I want to achieve at least five goals that I have set for myself.

Where do I want to be int the next five years?

I want to be well of financially.

Who have I become?

I have become strong. I can solve my own problems.

Who do I want to be?

I want to be independent.

What do I want from my relationships?

I want nurturing and warmth from my relationships.

What do I really want from my career?

I want a career to help me discover my hidden abilities and talents.

What do I want from my spirituality?

I want my spirituality to help me become more feel more passionate about life.

What do I need to do to unlock my creativity?

I need to reconcile with myself.

What can I do to contribute to my community?

I should volunteer.

How can I live in tune with my own interests, principles, and beliefs?

I need to concur my insecurities and fears.

How can I connect with my sacred path?

I need to combine dual parts of my personality.

What is my greatest talent or potential?

I work hard to achieve my goals.

How can I get from here to where I want to be?

I need to be open to opportunities that are achieve in front of me.

What is my first step?

My first step is to have faith in myself.

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Gratitude Journal

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I am grateful for Friendship Circle. I have met a lot of great people there.
I am grateful for my health. I am still not feeling as good as I would like to, but much better then I used to.
I am grateful for ability to stay optimistic no matter what happens. I don't know what I would do if it weren't for my optimism.
I am grateful for roof over my head and food on my table. I know a lot of people don't have these things.

How can I show gratitude on a deep level to myself?
I need to start turning my dream into reality.

How can I show my gratitude on external level?
I need to be more supportive of my family and friends.

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Tarot Journaling Prompt Day 2 - Wheel of Fortune and Nine of Pentacles

The Wheel of Fortune - Write about a time when you took a really big risk. What happened?

9 of Pentacles - Describe your ideal body and how it would feel.

I had always found that my body had flaws that needed to be fixed. I though it would be great if I had money so I can do plastic surgery, but there where never money for that. Thinking about it now I am not sure I would do it even if I had money. I was always the overcautious one never taking any big risks necessary or not.

Tarot Journaling Prompts Day 1 - Strength and Six of Wands

Strength - What was the last time you had your mettle tested. What did you learn about your strengths?

6 of Wands - Describe a time when you got promoted or recognized fro an achievement at work/school.

I will not be writing about the recent time when my mettle was tested, I will be writing about the time when I was in high school.

There where two times in high school when my mettle was seriously tested.

First time, I wanted to help a classmate who has not done his homework. I gave him my homework. Not so he can copy it, but for inspiration. The teacher's aid had noticed it and riped up my homework. There was nothing I could do at the time, I had to wait to the period to be over. Unfortunately the next period was English As A Second Language (ESL). That means I only had 5 minutes to re-do my homework. With a lot of hard work and some luck by the time I had to tuned-in my homework I was all done.

The second time, I was once again in situation where I had 5 minutes to re-do my homework for ESL. This time I had forgot to put it into my folder and only found out about it when I was in the class. I had put a lot of work in re-writing the essay that day, but I have turned it in on time.

I had A's on both homeworks. Which is much more than I have expected.

What I had learned from all this? I have learned that I work under pressure and do it well.

I will follow my own path

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I know I can overcome all the obstacles in my way. For the first time in my life I see clearly what path I want to take. Now that I see it I will not let anyone's opinion change it. I don't want to pay for peace with only thing that gives me emotional balance. From now on I will do what's best for me. I will start with uncluttering my bedroom and keeping it uncluttered. By developing good habits I will be able to finely achieve the peace I want.

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What is forgiveness?

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Forgiveness is unity and togetherness.

Forgiveness is not pride or turning blind eye on wrong doing.

Law of Attraction

English: In Remembrance The Memorial Room for all victims of the Lockerbie Air Disaster who died on 21st December 1988. "There are three things that last: Faith, Hope and Love and the greatest of these is Love." 1 Corinthians 13:13 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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My greatest hope is to find true love. My greatest fear is that I am never going to find true love.  There is a saying when you love yourself others will love you too. So it's all starts with self-love and that is exactly what I need to be working on. It is too long overdue that I start to appreciate what I have instead of mourning for the things that I have lost. The fear of loosing something before it begins takes away any desire for me to go out on dates. Even if I did wanted to go on a date I simply don't have any energy for it, because it is being seeped away by fear. I need to re-direct this energy from feeding my fear to healing my broken heart and letting go of the past. The best way to do it is to forgive my family for all the wrong they have done or I think they have done.

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